Life sorrow happiness joy end.  How can one put a finger on the magnitude that will come your way?  You just do.  And hope that you come out on the other side a better, deeper, more loving person who had lived a little more life that you can pass on...
Jaden's gone I'm changed and I'll be okay.  I'll be stronger, I'll be sad, I'll laugh again, I'll still cry...but ultimately it is what is and all you can do is hope to grow from it in the future and breathe a little deeper and appreciate what you have....in love and loss...